my current favorite lyrics and why.

It's My Life lyrics by Bon Jovi

This ain't a song for the brokenhearted
No silent prayer for the faith departed
And I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice when I shout it out loud

It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive

(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder, make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky, gotta make your own breaks

I have always been the type of person to be scared of authority. I have always followed the rules, never got in trouble and lived inside the box. I never ventured cross the borderline, never pushed my limits at school, and now I realize how much of a mess this got me in.

I am so self conscious at school. I worry about what people think about me, I know I shouldn't but I can't help it. I had an epiphany today:

-I only get this one life, and I don't want to be 85 thinking I should have had fun in high school.

So I am going to start having fun, and being myself everywhere.

So here I am...

The night before Halloween.

The night that was supposed to be my Halloween party, but because of everyone getting super sick, it had to be postponed. I know, I know. 'You can't postpone a Halloween party'.. but we are.

It won't necessairily be a 'Halloween Party' anymore, but more of a 'Fright Night'.

I'm just happy it's not canceled forever!

So here I am.. 5:30 on a Friday night, SICK. Blah.

I kinda went on a 'Fresh Prince of Bel Air' marathon this week.. I'm on Season 4 now. It's like my favorite comedy show! I am feeling much better, still weak, still dizzy, but much better!

I hope you are all doing well :)

xoxo

Allie

PS: I didn't write that last post. I found it online, and no author was written!

We're all broken enough to be humble...

I am not confident.

I know I am smart, but not in the ways that count.

I read people much better than books but i never

Have the words to explain my feelings.

I’m only as funny as i feel,

And I do not think I’m pretty.

I sometimes walk with my head down.

My posture is terrible.

I think my emotions get the best of me.

I’m really not as nice as I’d like to be,

Or as innocent as you’d think I am.

I am a contradiction to everything I want to stand for.

I’m a big dreamer with little motivation.

I am really no good at all, on my own.

But I am analytical with myself.

And I don’t understand how anyone could ever be cocky

Or proud when they are aware of all the disgusting things

That they think and do, but no one knows.

We’re all broken enough to be humble.

My Favorite Quotes:

I love quotes, especially ones that I can relate to!

I would love it if you could write your favorite quotes in the comment box :)

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes. I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
-Marilyn Monroe

"Boys are like purses. You’re always going to have that one boy that you’re always comfortable with and you’ll always kind of like, right? That’s your purse that you wear everywhere. Then you have that gorgeous bag you want everyone to see you with. But the gorgeous bag is usually an asshole...or costs a lot of money. Then you have like those other purses that you really like but don’t really want to be seen with". - Lauren Conrad

-Don't gain the world and lose your soul. -Bob Marley

-"I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not."
Kurt Cobain

-"Be who you are, and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind" - Dr. Seuss

-"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when their right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust noone but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

— Marilyn Monroe

"When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them."
— Marilyn Monroe

"I am good, but not an angel. I do sin,
but I am not the devil. I am just
a small girl in a big world trying to
find someone to love."
— Marilyn Monroe

Hey Dolls!

Hey Everyone,

Welcome to first personal blog post! This blog on most cases will not be makeup related, just a place where I can update my subscribers/friends about me, whats going on in my life, opinions (I want to hear yours,ect) and also as a place where you can get to know me a little bit more!

So what is going on in my life?

Nothing much! School this year is super tough and I am stuck studying, doing homework, ect most of the time! Last year I hardly had any homework, but this year i'm doing tons! I'm lucky my school has an amazing library open at lunch, so I usually go there every day and do my homework from the morning at lunch. haha, I know, what a nerd! But I like having free time after school!

Math is still super hard for me. I don't think i'll pass this term. I got a 60% on my first test, which is a pass. My Math teacher is really old, and doesn't teach. So if I fail this term, my Mom is going to talk with the principal. I practice so much, do my homework and get tutored. I don't know.

Like some of you know, people found out about my videos and most people are great about it! However there are some people that are SO mean about it! I'm just lucky I have such amazing, supportive friends to fall back on.

Other than that, I can't think of anything to write at the moment! It's late!

Hope you are all having an amazing day/night depending on when you read this (:

xoxo

Allie